Hello again. I have descended and arisen again. I feel like a canary in a coal mine. I have been ill. But I had a breakthrough in clarity this last weekend that came and faded, and then surged today. It is getting to be time to take steps to move forward in shifting my life, and this writing is part of it.

Who is my target audience? You are. The right people will find this message. I have a lot of kinks to work out, but I will get there by doing the work. The next step is hosting groups, building community around natural health. I am a physician who sees through the bullshit, and sees a way out. I have been stuck for a long time in seeing the bullshit without seeing a way out. It is hard when you are depressed or exhausted or insecure as I have been. I am so fortunate to have a team of people who support me in my corner. I don’t feel I deserve it, but it exists, and I will use that support to step into the work that I need to do.

I want to share what clarity I find. Lately, it is Meryl Nass who has been the most illuminating voice for me. It may be someone else for you, but I’m just going to shine my light the best way I know how.

So… what’s new? Well, Many health care organizations are requiring the COVID-19 vaccine or their employees will be fired. There is an opportunity for resistance here, because there are a lot of employees who don’t want the shot. But losing a job is a tough pill to swallow. I am fortunate that my job will allow me to get tested weekly as an alternative to the shot. I don’t think that will last long, but the pressure is not on yet.

I have been silent on social media for the last 6 months. I have just been too insecure I guess. I haven’t wanted to engage with anyone. I haven’t wanted arguments etc. But it is important to get my words out. I want to use them in a strategic way to market myself without outting myself completely. I recognize I am a small voice now, but as a physician, that I have a powerful potential. It’s just so unrealized at this point. So I am confused about how easy or difficult it will be to “stay under the radar.”

Ivermectin and Hydroxychloroquine are big stories to understand the huge manipulations and corruption that is taking place. The constant lies and misrepresentations in the media are obvious from the other side, but so jarring when you are still stuck in it. I have been stuck in it. I have been aware of the problem, but without a solution, so I was still stuck in it. Blech!

There was an article in the NEJM today showing failing protection against the delta variant in health care workers. Of course there is. It will be used to support the boosters. Of course it will. Not evidence of vaccine failure, but of the need for the booster. 2 head vaccine regulators at the FDA are resigning, but they are meeting on the 17th to give the white house their approval of the booster program. Off it will go. Whoosh!